Hello, pain


Good to see you again. Seems like we bumped into each other a lot these days. And I feel much more familiar with you now.

You see, even now I'm trying to embrace you. I want to know you better. I want to trace every inch of your surface to see how it feels. I want to understand you.

For once, I want to sit with you side by side and talk a lot about you. How do you come to me again very gently this time? I prefer it this way, to be honest. I hate when you come to me abruptly and flip my feelings upside down. Like an uninvited rain that ruins my plan. I hope you keep your pace just like this. It's more manageable for me.

And I love how valuable the learnings that you give to me this time around. I feel like it's worth having you here. Not that I want to sit with you any longer. But really, I feel grateful for our encounter this time. And for that, I want to thank you for coming in and bid a farewell.