If money wasn't a concern, I'm pretty sure I will be just writing. I can relate when kak Rhein said in one of our office hours that she lives to write.
This will be my 20th writing since the first time I joined this community. Better Together has brought my old-self back. I was hesitated when I started. I was afraid if I couldn't stretch myself to do the things that I love amidst all the other responsibilities that I have to juggle. I was afraid if I set myself for failure for not being able to keep my own promise to write more regularly.
But then I realized that I still like writing as much as the old time. In fact, there's never any time that I hate writing. Doing free writing like this with Better Together has reminded me of that. Even in the least inspired moment, I managed to beat the blinking cursor and create something.
I noticed though, that I read less in the past 2 months. Not that it matters, because come to think about it, I think I like writing more than I like reading. The problem though, reading keeps me in the loop of inspiration so that I don't run out of topics to talk about when I write. I needed to consume in order to create. And I feel like I needed to find the right balance for both. Just something to keep in mind.